Remembering INFANCY

I m DDD---daddy's dearest daughter
i'll always b,but now it appears
i've walked thousand miles and left my baby days back
beleive me! this new road is overloaded n i m gettin lean under d heaviest sacks

I say 2 time, could u give me back my mamma's lullaby
revert d sterin n make me again d apple of her eye
It was then when I used 2 play all afternoon
n then used 2 scamper back into my cocoon
It is now when I complete assignments all evening
n wid each sunrise n sunset,d days key on rolling

Now i realise when I cross d dates on d calender
that it was so fun ,fighting wid my stupid brother
I crave for that life n I want it back as such
I m away from my family and now I know I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

How shall i say?

How Shall I say?
Its something untold...............Yet I can't let is unfold,
For maybe I am scared.............And never have I dared!
It shall take much more............To voice my feelings galore,
For it isn't time yet.................And the stage isn't set.
If now I let myself free...........Maybe u'll commiserate, but never love me.
Even if you try to be just, in all that u do..............You may never rejoice me in the gist, as it isn't time for you.
Although deep inside I concede to all this.............The idea of hiding my love I dismiss.It all connotes to mockery............But, I just don't wanna hurry.
The more I control my demeanor........The stronger gets my endeavor,To tell you in the rightful sense..........That I love you deep and immense.
I am held in this catch 22.............And need someone to get me through.
Just, How shall I say??????????How shall I say .........that I love you!!!!!!!!!