hollow

i think, i m in a bad mood today

u know what is makin our society cripple

that these days , out there, are only hollow people.

u grow up to learn to be more n more superficial,

forget character,presentation is more crucial.

sometimes i feel bad or hurt due to these people but then i introspect,

why to weaken myself for those who deserve neither consideration nor respect.

a profound self is a bygone, attitude & wrath are in vogue

u gotta protect urself, or find urself choked.

so much to learn

undoubtedly life is big n full of fun
and as i am growin ,i m discoverin tht dere's so much to learn.
it was yesterday , when life had so less no of shades,
& today i am desperate to atleast become d jack of all trades.

i open a new book,each time i visit the library
n while surfing d online search engines (for study),i find myself in a quandary.
the simple laptop or my cell phone has so much intricacy
tht everyday i aim for mastering a new technology

each teacher of mine has a specialization to share,
this is when i realise that i aim still no where.
oh i not ashamed or worried,i m kool , its jus d meagre n little ignorance of mine which somedays i care....
besides who told god & man to make so many complicated things and make it all so unfair....

Remembering INFANCY

I m DDD---daddy's dearest daughter
i'll always b,but now it appears
i've walked thousand miles and left my baby days back
beleive me! this new road is overloaded n i m gettin lean under d heaviest sacks

I say 2 time, could u give me back my mamma's lullaby
revert d sterin n make me again d apple of her eye
It was then when I used 2 play all afternoon
n then used 2 scamper back into my cocoon
It is now when I complete assignments all evening
n wid each sunrise n sunset,d days key on rolling

Now i realise when I cross d dates on d calender
that it was so fun ,fighting wid my stupid brother
I crave for that life n I want it back as such
I m away from my family and now I know I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

How shall i say?

How Shall I say?
Its something untold...............Yet I can't let is unfold,
For maybe I am scared.............And never have I dared!
It shall take much more............To voice my feelings galore,
For it isn't time yet.................And the stage isn't set.
If now I let myself free...........Maybe u'll commiserate, but never love me.
Even if you try to be just, in all that u do..............You may never rejoice me in the gist, as it isn't time for you.
Although deep inside I concede to all this.............The idea of hiding my love I dismiss.It all connotes to mockery............But, I just don't wanna hurry.
The more I control my demeanor........The stronger gets my endeavor,To tell you in the rightful sense..........That I love you deep and immense.
I am held in this catch 22.............And need someone to get me through.
Just, How shall I say??????????How shall I say .........that I love you!!!!!!!!!

It's 3 am.god ! am i growin nocturnal ?

I wonder why my life is always screwed. i just rescued myself from the tenticles of a software engineering project and now here i am scrambling to make a project report for the same. Yesterday i managed some sleep at 4 am ......coz i was preparing for a viva n today i m up for this stupid report.
I bet tomorrow when the sun rises, i'll go in hibernation till the night when again some bloody assignment will show up to make my life more dismal n my eyes an embodiment of gloomy dark circles .